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Calendula Requiem (Kanon x Kanon)


Holaa my lovely readers! haha~
Karna gue lagi bosen + kerjaan abis (ndobos), kali ini gue mau berbagi lirik lagu yang jadi favorit gue sekarang..
Yaah... mending gini deh daripada bikin postingan bermasalah. wohohohoho =))
Okay, here it go!

Calendula Requiem
Kanon x Kanon (Shiki Opening #2)





asa no hikari o tebanashita hana
sosogarenai ame o motome
samenai nemuri ni tsuku

dareka o sotto yobu koe
yami no rakuen wa
uso ka yume ka
ushinau no wa KARADA to
jibun to iu kokoro
sono taika o sashidashi
nani o erareru no darou

kono namida de ubaeru hodo ni
inochi wa morokute hakanakute
subete ni otozureru
owari o
kyoufu to nageku no ka

shuuen o utau kinsenka
shizuka ni sakihokoru
nikushimi mo
kanashimi mo
sono ne de taguri yosete
shuuen o utau kinsenka
samishisa o uruosu
sosogarenai ame o motomete
samenai nemuri ni tsuku

kioku o saku aigou
koyoi no aizou
kako to ima no
adanami ni midasarete
oku suru tamashii
sono tadoritsuku hate ni
nani ga mirareru no darou

kono ryoute de mamorikiru ni wa
uragiru kotoba ga oosugite
itsuzoya
mita ai o shinji
setsuna o ikinukitai

shuuen o utau kinsenka
shizuka ni sakihokoru
itoshisa mo
koishisa mo
sono ha de tsutsumikonde
shuuen o utau kinsenka
samishisa o uruosu
sosogarenai ame o motomete
samenai nemuri ni tsuku

itsuka kibou mo zetsubou mo mu ni naru toki ga kureba
makoto no shozai ni kizuku darou

IKIRU KOTO WA KURUSHII
SORE DEMO KOKO NI ITAI
KOKORO GA KISHIMU OTO WA
MADA IKITERU TO IU SHOUKO DAKARA

tatoe kodoku ni narou tomo

shuuen o utau kinsenka
shizuka ni sakihokoru
nikushimi mo
kanashimi mo
sono ne de taguri yosete
shuuen o utau kinsenka
samishisa o uruosu
sosogarenai ame o motomete
samenai nemuri ni tsuku

kono hana o karasanu you ni to
aragau daichi no kate wo sui
hibiku tomurai no REQUIEM
kawaita kaze ni tokeru
 


English Translation:
I released the flowers into the ray of the morning sunlight
I keep on waiting for the rain that will never fall
and I drifted into a sleep that I can't wake up from

I heard someone's voice calling me
this dark utopia,
is it a delusion? or a dream?
with my body that is already gone
I tell myself inside my heart
that I want to make an atonement
I wonder what will I gain from it

with this tears, I'm gonna take back my life span
my life was frail and short
everything will appear
at my end
will I be terrified or will I mourn for it?

the calendula is singing for the end of the show
they proudly bloom and boast in silent
all my hatred
and my sorrow
is clearly projected in that sleep
the calendula is singing for the end of the show
embellishing my loneliness
I keep on waiting for the rain that will never fall
and I drifted in a sleep that I cant wake up from

a weep tear up my thoughts
this evening's love and hate
the past and the present
is scrambled by the tide of vain
my soul starts to guess
when I reached that edge
what will I get to see?

I will protect myself with these hands
from these overflowing words of betrayal
I believe in love that I've seen once
I want to survive this moment

the calendula is singing for the end of the show
they proudly bloom and boast in silent
the loving
and the yearning
I wrapped it upon this leaf
the calendula is singing for the end of the show
embellishing my loneliness
I keep on waiting for the rain that will never fall
and I drifted in a sleep that I cant wake up from

one day, if there'll be a time when I lost hope and despair
will I come to realize where the reality is?

I can hardly breathe
nevertheless, I still want to be here
because the sound of my heart creaks will
prove that I'm still alive

even if I was accompanied by loneliness

the calendula is singing for the end of the show
they proudly bloom and boast in silent
all my hatred
and my sorrow
clearly projected in that sleep
the calendula is singing for the end of the show
embellishing my loneliness
I keep on waiting for the rain that will never fall
and I drifted in a sleep that I can't wake up from

this flowers seems like it's not going to wilt
I smell food of this land that I'm fighting with
but when the requiem for the funeral echoes
they disappear with the dry wind
    
 

Regards,
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Sejujurnya.....


Gue bingung besok mau kuliah dimana....
okay, gue tau, gue masuk kuliah itu masih lama dan yang gue maksud besok itu taun depan.
Tapi sejak kakak-kakak kelas gue (angkatan '11) kebingungan cari universitas, ga diterima disini ato disana, harus merantau ke kota tetangga demi melanjutkan pendidikan, dst. gue jadi ikutan bingung + pusing..

Kenapa...?

Yak, pertama. Ortu gue (terutama eomma) pengennya gue masuk UGM, terserah mau fakultas apa jurusan apa yang penting UGM.
Nah, disini gue bingung, gue klo ambil kedokteran kaya'nya ketinggian, klo ambil Sasjep sayang udah sekolah susah-susah, ambil salah satu dr MIPA juga gue ga yakin. Paling pol juga mungkin farmasi.
Sementara kakak-kakak kelas gue cuma dikit banget yang berani ndaftar ke UGM (nah loo..).

Kedua, gue pengen banget masuk ke STISI Telkom, jurusan DKV.
Sayang, eomma kaga rela gue pergi jauh-jauh ke Bandung sendirian cuma buat kuliah.

Ketiga, gue pengen ke ISI Yogyakarta (yaah.. masih sejenis sama STISI laah..) ambil fakultas Seni Rupa jurusan Desain Interior atau DKV.
Tapi..... mengingat kata-kata eomma gue di poin pertama tadi :\

Keempat, karna banyak kakak kelas gue yang ga diterima di UGM dan larinya pada ke UNS, gue jadi ikut nimbang-nimbang juga... Klo gue pribadi sih maunya ke UNDIP ajaa, biar sekalian deket klo mau main sama oppa, hahaha~
Tapi ya... klo gue ke Semarang itu artinya gue ga cosu di Jogja lagi dan bakal banyak kendala semacem toko kain yang murah, tempat penjait yg terpercaya, dll.

Kesimpulannya... Gue dituntut untuk tau besok setelah lulus mau lanjut kemana sebelum kelas 3/pas kelas 3 awal, sementara dari poin-poin diatas reader semua bisa tau sang author sedang dalam keadaan sangat galau.

Cekap semonten ingkang saged kula aturaken, ingkang kedah kalepatan kula nyuwun ngapura. Nuwun, nuwun, matur nuwun.


Regards,
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